Samosir island π️,
October 2024...
Seperti film π½️ π₯ Inception tapi lebih dalam...
Space and time. Semacam lihat life dari God's perspective. Perfect sekali...
Dan spiritual journey. Seperti hidup sudah 1 abad....
Seperti hidup immortal. Repeating time, looping, melihat dari beda sisi. Sisi Tuhan boleh dibilang begitu. Atau multiple dimension....
Dimensi yang 6D 7D atau apalah itu sua. Higher dimension....
It began when......
We ordered magic mushroom π omelette with cheese. I wasn't so sure to try it. I wanted but afraid π³ hahaha π€£. So I took 25 percentage of it. My partner took 75 percentage. Chew it slowly he said.
At first around 5 minutes, I saw the red curtain became lighter. He said I made it. Reaction should be 20-30 minutes after eating. But I experienced it faster.. I heard animal sounds. Highlighted. Even i could heard the wind π π¬️ clearly. The curtain material even changed some times. Then the lights looked so beautiful ❤️ π€© like rainbow-ish π effect. I looked at my hands and I saw neon colors below them.
My π tongue got bitter and bitter and yes, he prepared candies and mineral water for us. My body felt hotter like I was in a fever π₯΅ π€ state.. but he said my body heat was the same / normal..
The left area ( close to the light) was colorful. Then the right side ( darker are ) became Blueish..
But I don't like dark area.. more lights.. I became happier. Then the chairs started moving , every shape changed.. they were alive. Then I saw a painting π️π¨ it was 2 D in reality but it felt like 4D or 6D. There was depth on it. Unexplained..
I looked at my partner skin. It became gold-ish. Now I know God created us perfectly. I felt like I saw this world, this room and everything inside it in God's perspective. I realized. I was in Phase 1 Extremely Happiness
I saw a pyramid on top of the bed. Like I was buried under it. I said something like I was the queen π and I came to this world and met some shitty emotional people to pay my debt. I killed many people in previous lives. But it wasn't bad at that time. It was like crusade or something. " I want recontrol people" in this awaking life. I said it..
My tongue didn't feel bitter anymore but my partner offered me candies. I took one to my mouth and I said ' it tastes like a stone πͺ¨ I can't bite it ' and then he took it out from my mouth π and threw it away
My partner lowered the light π―️, and I looked at the right/ darker area. I saw woman's hair. Like a ghost π» or something.. I said " turn on the light π―️ π¨. I can't stand it dark " . Then I felt the urge to go out but he prohibited π« me.
I slided curtain, I saw a red plastic raincoat.. the lower area became like someone's head. Beheaded. I saw it clearly. I couldn't stand the urge to go out. I got bored, angry π‘π .. this I called as Phase 2 Scary Things , Anger
But still under excitement π π I asked him how should I play this game of mushroom π π what should I get by consuming it? He told me to rest and calm down in bed.
His face suddenly changed like there were black π€ cross or boxes on his face only. I said : " don't hit me . Why you hit me. I love you but you hit me " he said " no no, not that " and then he hugged me and I went to another phase/ faint. I just felt it was the end of the chapter.. ( we had a fight and he hit me on the past .. months ago)
I woke up and I was sleeping in his arms. We promised not to open our phonesπ± π€³ during this trip / time travel 𧳠it started around 7 pm. And he checked 9.30 pm.. I was thinking π€ to take a shower πΏ. I moved to the bathroom πͺ₯ bit I felt so strange. I decided to stay in bed. Tried to π€ π΄ but morning never came. I had been repeating the past over again. It has been 10 days I said. Phase 3 Looping
I wanted to end this loop ➰ π suddenly my alarm rang. My phone π± looked longer and the menus looked so small. " How can I use this device. This is not my thing " I said. He replied" it turned out not your thing. You have been using phone π€³ π± like crazy everyday " . I said " no, not this "
Kept repeating until 100 days. We chatted and we couldn't sleep.. my heart beat got slower and slower and I felt lacking oxygen. He said " I love you" I said I love you too. But it kept repeating. So I said, I love you from time to time.
Already 1000 days now..
we both wanted to pee.. the wall looked so beautiful .. even the wood materials looked alive. The hole that ants made.. I could see it. I felt scared. Some wood changed to the body of π snakes. I checked 9.47 pm..
In reality I control what I say. But under mushroom π energy, I said something I wouldn't say in reality. I talked smarter, only truth. Like the higher self of me..
I said " I want to make a book π π" this is mercury area.
I keep repeating the time , woke up again in his arms and yes we both were aware of repeating time. Tried to relax and tried to broke this loop.. I took a shower. I thought water π π¦ would help me to come back to reality.
Then I woke up again. Naked. I was wearing a silk gown before.. tried to sleep again.. and I went to the next phase
Face changing Phase πΌ I saw his hair getting longer.. a native Indian of him.. then changed again.. he became a viking.. and sphinx. My sphinx , I called him.. we were living on an Egyptian era.. then he looked older and older..I called him as grandpa. He had soft hair on his face.. already 1 century now. 1 abad..
11.49 now.. the effect should end around midnight. I slept again and I kept yeah.. looping.. I wanted to take a shower πΏ again. He said I already took a shower πΏ 3 times. And I didn't remember that.
Talking in other languages Phase πΌ
" Why i talk to you in English ? " He said that " you know Indonesian isn't my first language.. ". Then we talked some words in German. ( Before, I had a night dream about Frankfurt.. and years ago about the red shield π‘️ I don't know why I feel so close to German language..
I saw his shirt π π½ hanging there, close to the window πͺ.. and that shirt changed to a face stone πͺ¨ that stone said ' I am Thomas Jefferson, come to America with me '. My partner said " why so many Thomas name in your life ". I laughed and the last phase..
Surrender Phase πΌ
Kept looping and couldn't change anything.. we tried to sleep π΄πͺ again and again up to the morning π₯±π we saw sunshine and I felt grateful and happy for the magic mushroom experience
Before bed π️, we discussed.. " is this mushroom π similar to the forbidden fruit , Adam and Eve? Forbidden knowledge.. and he said" some people said it about Adam and the apple π π while doing this trip / mushroom π trip )
Price : 300k IDR. We wanted just 200k. They gave final price 250k. We made a deal π€ 200k as we wished. Good stuff.
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